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i need a little somethin somethin
2005-01-27 @ 9:31 p.m.


well this morning my brother left. He's going to florida and working at disney world for 6 months. I won't see him for like 2 months then he won;t be home for another 4. It's sad.

It'll be weird not having him around at home anymore. I know that the longer he's gone the more i'll miss him.

BUt I'm really excited for him. I think it'll be a fun thing. It'll be his first time living on his own and I know he's been wanting to do that. So I hope that he likes it.

so giving that event amoung the recent ones i realized that my week has sucked. probably one of the worst ones in a while. so lets make that weekend fun. i have nice hours at work so i can actually do something.

I drive my mom's car to school and I feel like i'm a bus driver. It's weird. I bet people think i'm some hot shit rich girl who has a nice car... nope but it's fun.

So I see lots of people with their significant others acting all affectionate. And most of these people are gross looking/acting but a small part of me is like I want that. I want affection. i am an affection whore yet i never get any, even after my accident i didn't get a hug. that's just sad. I deserved one damn it.

Plastic Castle