I wish it was summer
2004-09-15 @ 6:01 p.m.

I really do. things weren't as stressed, busy, and selective then. Honestly if you would've asked me a month ago I would've said yes i'd like to go back but now.. things aren't as clear cut.

I feel like I am actually doing something instead of wasting my day. I feel that I am learning things and hanging out with new people. or at least ones who I wasn't hanging out with over the summer.

but then I also don't like how much time school is taking. I have to do homework so that takes up quite a bit of my weekdays. that's fine by me but then when the weekend comes I get quite busy. Lawns to mow, sleep to catch up on, family, friends, boyfriend, myself, time is pretty tight and lots of people have conflicting scheduals. sometimes the time I can give doesn't seem like a alot so I just throw it out the window. Also as those close to me know, I love my alone time. A lot of time i just don't feel like hanging out. Not because of the people I just have no motivation to do so. and hanging out at my house alone is so much more appealing.

Honestly can't wait to drive. I can quit bumming rides off people and I can go places i want without having to bring someone else along or have my mom or brother take me.

that is my rant but thinking about it do I really want to go back to summer and no school? not so much, I like the routine. I do

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